Ever since, I was just really a follower. I am not quite sure what made me submissive but I believe that it could also be in my culture, my experience, observation in the people I have grown up and be with. Some say that the birth order can also have an effect because mostly the eldest tend to be the dominant one and the between or the youngest tend to be the submissive one.
In my case, we are taught that it should always be a guy who would be the last say or you should serve with and always follow what the elders would say. When I explored myself into the kinks that have submission I realized that I feel like I can do the same with what the sub is doing because I am like this or that. I started to compare myself and reflect on my personality, my likes and dislikes. I like to follow rules, always depending on others, and I like that someone is always guiding me. So that's why I really find the BDSM relationship interesting.
When I express my submission, I feel really satisfied when I know that I pleased my Daddy. I feel myself getting excited when I am following the rules and Daddy's order for me. I feel more free and comfortable with my own self especially I have my Daddy who is guiding, supporting, and helping me. I feel safe and confident around with my Daddy dom.
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