Epic Lovense Control

Entry #4 11.23.20

My Daddy planned to train me again, and the only place we are allowed to use my lovense toy is in our bathroom. I can't contain my excitement because it's been a long time since we used pixie (Yes, I named her). I prepare all the stuff we will need, the belt and my toy. He wants to watch me while he controls my toy and my wrists are tied with my belt. We already called each other and connected pixie. I put pixie on my clit and expected a vibration but...there's nothing. I watched my Daddy's facial expression and I thought he was just playing on me because he knows how much I'm craving. I thought it was part of the training hahaha. We tried again, connecting, restarting the bluetooth and we said one last try and then we could give up. IT ACTUALLY WORKED for a few secs then it off again unfortunately because of my slow internet connection. I felt the vibrations already! The frustrations, the horniness, and excitement. It's all mixed feelings. We spent 20 mins in shower trying to connect that toy! 

In the end, my Daddy just let me shower but I took a few pics for him that my pussy got wet from anticipation. I think it was a funny experience for us and also a lesson learned that we should connect the toy and make sure it's working before going inside the bathroom. It's still a win for me because I got to see my daddy's face in our vid call *giggles*

What's your most epic naughty experience? Feel free to comment below ^_^

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No Naughty time for a week?!

Entry #3 11.22.20

Hewwo kitties~ I wanna do a short entry for this week of what happened in my Sub journal week. It's not always rainbows and butterflies in D/s relationship. We also have tough days as a couple. 

It's been pretty rough for us and because of that we are both not in the mood for naughty times. Okay I admit, I experienced the neediness halfway because it's my ovulation week 😆 but! I was able to resist touching myself for the rest of the week. (Means no naughty table update for me!) My body is used to being touched, edging, teasing, or cumming and suddenly stopping for a week uhm it's not that really hard. (even I had urges :P). When my emotions and feelings are affected, I don't think my mind and body will crave from sexual needs. 

I'm fine with a week of Abstinence from naughtiness. I wonder if I can also have the same control when I'm totally feeling fine. There are also days that I only want cuddles with my Daddy and those times are essential to us. We both consider cuddle time more important than our playtimes ^_^. 

Hihi so yes, I did a week without naughtiness and I didn't feel any that something is missing or lacking. My Daddy and I are fine again but I wonder if he's extending my abstinence. Hope not *giggles*.

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TMI Tuesday Blog

I know it's not Tuesday but no one can stop me answering questions! Heh! ^_^

TMI Tuesday's Questions: 

 1. Do you post sexy pics of yourself on your blog? Why?

2. Have you ever had sex when you suspected security cameras might be present but the passion was too hot to stop or care about being caught on video?

3. Have you ever had sex knowing full well you were being filmed or pics were being taken?

4. When it comes to sex, to which do you most relate–being an exhibitionist or a voyeur?

5. Have you ever sneakily or overtly filmed or taken pics of others having sex? What did you do with the evidence?

Bonus: Hot or not–having sex in front of people?

Answers: 

1. I haven't tried posting my pics on my blog because I think it's not the right platform for me to post sexy pics. Although in other platform such as fetlife and ddlg, I post sexy pictures from time to time. Ddlg - cute photos, Fetlife - Explicit photos. I post with my Dom's permission because I do like flaunting myself, getting comments, or seeing people that they like how I look or find me sexy. It boosts my confidence and I feel more comfortable about my body. 

2. Not really. I'm still a virgin but that sounds really risky yet hot. 

3. I haven't but I am really open for this. I will be curious to see how I looked when I'm having intercourse, and getting used by my Dom and also diff guy that my Dom agreed to. I have a feeling that my arousal will rise if I know I'm being filmed or pics were being taken. I think it will be hot to rewatch and see again the sessions. 

4. I think I most relate to an exhibitionist. I'm not the type of person who watch other people. I haven't tried yet but I prefer engaging myself in sexual situations being seen rather than watching others. 

5. Fortunately no. I don't know if I'll really filmed if I walked or caught someone having sex. I'll be too nervous and suprised to do that. 

Bonus: Hot or not–having sex in front of people?

 

Having sex infront of people especially my Daddy will be so hot. I liked being used with other guy while he watches me and seeing him getting aroused increases my arousal as well. It gives me satisfaction when I know I'm pleasuring him by watching. 

We join Fetlife!

Recently, my Daddy and I joined a few days or weeks ago in a Kink site called fetlife. We think that this is the perfect platform for us to express ourselves, explore, discover and get to know other people and many more. 

At first, we agreed that I couldn't entertain any other guy without his permission or the guy should at least talk to him first before going straight to my Dm. It's already in our rules that I won't talk to new guys without allowance. He gave me freedom to post what I want but as we see that Doms really control and monitor their sub accounts. I suggested to him that we do the same but I think I also like posting on my own. I would remove it if he didn't agree on what I posted. 

There's no issue in posting pictures of me because first, my Daddy likes when I get feedback and loves and also, I love to show myself. I know he wants the world to see his little slut and how proud he is to have me. I'm still overwhelmed and flattered when guys will love my pictures, comment on it or Dm me. I'm not used to others attention aside from the attention I'm getting from my Daddy. I'm excited to post for more and talk with new people especially look for the one I could play with hihi. 

Fetlife is a huge platform and almost most of the kinks can be found there. There are a lot of groups, discussions and such that you can join. It is a big community and even there's a lot of people, I feel that they're hard to reach. That's only my impression. I know that we really need to reach out and don't expect people to talk to us first. My Daddy and I are always open for getting new contacts! 

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Little things to do!

(Note: I use wittle words in this blog so pwease ignore some of mistakes ^_^)

Hewwo Kitties~ I wanna share what I do when I'm in my little space. Every wittle have different preferences to spend their time in wittle space. But these are mine! I am still somehow new to wittle world and will keep exploring more. Surely chu can do some of these even chu don't have daddies

1. Colowing - Hihi I have a colowing book and when I'm in wittle space I really wuv to colow with my stuffies! It's also relaxing while doing it. It is gweat to invest in colowing books if chu just feel wike colowing and not drawing~

2. Drawing - I always wuv to draw cute things. This is a gweat pass time and it is also some of my Daddy's little tasks for me. I always wuv a satisfied wittle feeling when I'm done and so excited to show to my daddy after! Yay! 

3. Play with my stuffies - who doesn't pway with stuffies?! I have two stuffies named Doggy and Winter. I will be in bed with them and I will talk and pway with them. I really wuv when my Daddy will join us if he's nu busy hihi. My Daddy treats my stuffies well too! 

4. Watching Cartoons - this puts me in my wittle space too! I watch cartoons with my stuffies while waiting for my Daddy. My fave cartoons to watch are Powerpuff girls, Mr. Bean, Chi Cat, Spongebob, and paw patrol! 

5. Baking - I also wuv to bake! I would bake almost weekly and my fave to bake are cookies and bread. Any that ish just easy to make and sweet ^_^

6. Cuddle and playtime with Daddy - think this is my fave thing to do when I'm in my little space! My Daddy will talk and play with me making me feel more little. We would cuddle with my stuffies and he would just caress my belly, kiss my forehead and play with my hair. This is the best feeling to get when I'm in my little space! *giggles*

7. Dressing up and taking pics! - I wuv to do this when I have extra time. Hihi I would dress in some little clothes and also fix my hair in pigtails or braid them and some cute bows! Of course I would take pics for my Daddy surprising him and showing mi outfit hihi. Wearing wittle clothes makes me go in wittle space too~ 

8. Talking with other littles - when it's my little day, I would love to talk with my wittle fwends and we would talk about random stuff like our stuffies or any hihi. It's nice to converse with other wittles too and get to know them. Hihi i wooking for more wittle fwends so don't be shy to talk to me ^_^

Hihi so those were the things I doing. It's not just limited to dat. I would wuv to try more little things. Chu can also suggest to me some things chu do! What about chu what are your fave things to do when in wittle space? ^_^

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