Sunday, January 31, 2021

First Impression on Rope Bondage (Finally!)

Day 1: We bought our first rope last year and now we finally had time to finally start exploring and trying out different rope bondages. Oh! We have done enough research for this, we knew what we are about to enter. For sure there are dangers and risks in doing this. So I suggest, anyone who is reading this must must must research first! 


The rope that we bought is a nylon type. Yes my Daddy and I loves purple. The first tie that I did (btw my Daddy is the one who choose what I need to do) is summerville bowline. I am trying to get familiar with the rope. My thoughts are 'This is just easy!' It is only a simple tie so I was able to do it well. I also got excited because waaah okay this is my first tie!! It feels good that I am able to copy and follow. 




Day 2: The second rope tie I did is I combined the summerville bowline with a friction tie (half hitch) both on my legs and one leg. Trying intricate ties made me notice of the rope..I am not sure if I am just doing it wrong or the rope is the one have problems but of course it is nylon so it is really stretchable, second is I think it is too thin and soft so it kinda slides easily on my skin.


The rope seems very long but I realised that it's just the right length! I find it hard at first because really long but I am able to pull it off though I think haha. You be the judge! :3 We are still starting so for sure as we go along, we will discover more that will bring us to right path. But I am really so happy with the outcome of my work! What do you guys think? 








Better version of myself

It has been a quite journey for me as well as to my Daddy dom who has been with me right from the start. Entering a dom/sub relationship with him holds a different bond between us. I still considered myself as a newbie from this lifestyle way back and looking to myself now, I am happy to be what I have become. Before we start, I will be honest, I am not a positive sub, I lack self-confidence, no organization, always staying in my comfort zone but when I met my Daddy..he helps me to grow and develop my own character. 


There are times that I will hesitate and doubt myself if I can do it, I have made a lot of mistakes too that led to misunderstandings, there are times that I question myself if being a submissive is really for me. I am always afraid to try something new..explore because before, I believed that once I get uncomfy, I would really reject the idea which is not supposed to be. Change and exploration will really make us uncomfy at first because simply, we are not used to it. I slowly embrace, and allow myself to really explore and discover more. 


Mistakes, I cannot count how many times I forgot to do my tasks, failed to do it, overlooked, broke some rules, made my Dom upset or disappointed with me..I am lucky he never gave up on me. I believe that mistakes are only the stepping stones for your goal. He is understanding and always gives me chances to make improvements. He is not the type of dom who will really control everything, which I like. We are a couple, we are dom/sub, we let not only a relationship grow but also ourselves. That's why lately, I am really happy that he always mentions that I have learned and I became better. I am loving who I become now but I know to myself that I can do better.. I hope for more self-discovery! :))


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Tuesday, January 12, 2021

Trained by a Stranger

Playing with strangers is what my Daddy and I agreed on. I can find strangers I could play with and help me edge unless I will buy a cumming reward. I find myself getting needy day by day as I am not allowed to cum. That night, I have decided to find a stranger online to give my holes the attention it needs. Unfortunately, I did not succeed and I ran to my Daddy hopelessly and still horny.


I have experienced role plays mostly with strangers but that night, my Daddy found someone that will be a new experience for me and for us. My Daddy made a group chat for the three of us. The stranger asked me to join the call, which made me wonder. I waited for my Daddy to refuse but he did not say any. I join and hear the stranger’s voice.


I am still somewhat confused but when I hear order from the stranger, I instantly get turned on and my inner slut side. We first started with slaps on my tits and face. Knowing my sister is only under me..makes it more exciting but at the same time nervous of being caught. My clit is swollen and my tits are sore after a few hard slaps I gave. The stranger tried to get to know me a little when still giving orders. It is a big turn on for me that my Daddy is watching because I want him to be proud of his little slut in pleasing someone else.   


Edging earlier at shower made me crave for more. The stranger wanted me to see how good I use my holes especially my ass. I inserted it in my ass and feels it stretching my hole almost riding my tube. I like the feeling of my ass filled..At this point, I do not feel shyness at all and my mind was set to please them and enjoy every order I get from Sir. I got carried away from the situation and made a mistake. I removed the tube in my ass without permission and got my punishment. It was kinda embarrassing because it was our first play and the least thing I would not want to happen is to make a mistake. I slapped my ass 5 on each cheek and continued on our play. 


I filled my ass again with the tube and inserted my two fingers inside my wet pussy. My slutty holes are liking double penetration and I ride it while taking vids for Sir and my Daddy to watch..showing them how good I pleasure my both slutty holes. I finished teasing both of my holes and thanked Sir the session. 


It was a truly new sharing experience for me to be commanded and trained with a stranger over a call, while my Daddy only intently watches on the side. The stranger did great in making me feel like a slut sub and seems to know what he is doing. Doing spontaneous plays will be always best because you won't have an idea what awaits for you..and this experience my Daddy were lucky to find a stranger that trained and played with a slut like me..