A Quick update and My concern

Okay, so a quick update on what a current is sub is doing with. I know I have not been active with my blog lately, but I also wrote a few of journal writings that is published under my fetlife account. I can say that I am not much busy or my tasks are not that handful. 

I still have my tasks, entertaining and playing with other guys, and of course spending time and serving my Daddy Dom as well. It may sound a lot, but trust me, I still have time to have fun, relax and do my hobbies :3 I am currently finishing up my short erotic which is one of my long term tasks. 

A lot has happened and I can say that I have matured as a submissive because of the intense tasks, trainings, orders, and experiences I have given with but I think of that, but there is also some part of me that saying that I can do more, I can do better, I can be sluttier. I do not know what seem to be holding me back because my Dom clearly pushes me to explore and indulge myself especially into sharing. Playing and being used with other guys clearly turns me on, I really do enjoy it. I think I always get nervous when it is always a new guy then, I would wonder what he will make do in a play, if I am able to do it because of my current set-up or so. Maybe I am just getting too worried. I wish I could end that worries inside me because I want to fully enjoy the beauty of sharing kink. 

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First Impression on Rope Bondage (Finally!)

Day 1: We bought our first rope last year and now we finally had time to finally start exploring and trying out different rope bondages. Oh! We have done enough research for this, we knew what we are about to enter. For sure there are dangers and risks in doing this. So I suggest, anyone who is reading this must must must research first! 

The rope that we bought is a nylon type. Yes my Daddy and I loves purple. The first tie that I did (btw my Daddy is the one who choose what I need to do) is summerville bowline. I am trying to get familiar with the rope. My thoughts are 'This is just easy!' It is only a simple tie so I was able to do it well. I also got excited because waaah okay this is my first tie!! It feels good that I am able to copy and follow. 

Day 2: The second rope tie I did is I combined the summerville bowline with a friction tie (half hitch) both on my legs and one leg. Trying intricate ties made me notice of the rope..I am not sure if I am just doing it wrong or the rope is the one have problems but of course it is nylon so it is really stretchable, second is I think it is too thin and soft so it kinda slides easily on my skin.

The rope seems very long but I realised that it's just the right length! I find it hard at first because really long but I am able to pull it off though I think haha. You be the judge! :3 We are still starting so for sure as we go along, we will discover more that will bring us to right path. But I am really so happy with the outcome of my work! What do you guys think? 

Better version of myself

It has been a quite journey for me as well as to my Daddy dom who has been with me right from the start. Entering a dom/sub relationship with him holds a different bond between us. I still considered myself as a newbie from this lifestyle way back and looking to myself now, I am happy to be what I have become. Before we start, I will be honest, I am not a positive sub, I lack self-confidence, no organization, always staying in my comfort zone but when I met my Daddy..he helps me to grow and develop my own character. 

There are times that I will hesitate and doubt myself if I can do it, I have made a lot of mistakes too that led to misunderstandings, there are times that I question myself if being a submissive is really for me. I am always afraid to try something new..explore because before, I believed that once I get uncomfy, I would really reject the idea which is not supposed to be. Change and exploration will really make us uncomfy at first because simply, we are not used to it. I slowly embrace, and allow myself to really explore and discover more. 

Mistakes, I cannot count how many times I forgot to do my tasks, failed to do it, overlooked, broke some rules, made my Dom upset or disappointed with me..I am lucky he never gave up on me. I believe that mistakes are only the stepping stones for your goal. He is understanding and always gives me chances to make improvements. He is not the type of dom who will really control everything, which I like. We are a couple, we are dom/sub, we let not only a relationship grow but also ourselves. That's why lately, I am really happy that he always mentions that I have learned and I became better. I am loving who I become now but I know to myself that I can do better.. I hope for more self-discovery! :))

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Trained by a Stranger

Playing with strangers is what my Daddy and I agreed on. I can find strangers I could play with and help me edge unless I will buy a cumming reward. I find myself getting needy day by day as I am not allowed to cum. That night, I have decided to find a stranger online to give my holes the attention it needs. Unfortunately, I did not succeed and I ran to my Daddy hopelessly and still horny.

I have experienced role plays mostly with strangers but that night, my Daddy found someone that will be a new experience for me and for us. My Daddy made a group chat for the three of us. The stranger asked me to join the call, which made me wonder. I waited for my Daddy to refuse but he did not say any. I join and hear the stranger’s voice.

I am still somewhat confused but when I hear order from the stranger, I instantly get turned on and my inner slut side. We first started with slaps on my tits and face. Knowing my sister is only under me..makes it more exciting but at the same time nervous of being caught. My clit is swollen and my tits are sore after a few hard slaps I gave. The stranger tried to get to know me a little when still giving orders. It is a big turn on for me that my Daddy is watching because I want him to be proud of his little slut in pleasing someone else.   

Edging earlier at shower made me crave for more. The stranger wanted me to see how good I use my holes especially my ass. I inserted it in my ass and feels it stretching my hole almost riding my tube. I like the feeling of my ass filled..At this point, I do not feel shyness at all and my mind was set to please them and enjoy every order I get from Sir. I got carried away from the situation and made a mistake. I removed the tube in my ass without permission and got my punishment. It was kinda embarrassing because it was our first play and the least thing I would not want to happen is to make a mistake. I slapped my ass 5 on each cheek and continued on our play. 

I filled my ass again with the tube and inserted my two fingers inside my wet pussy. My slutty holes are liking double penetration and I ride it while taking vids for Sir and my Daddy to watch..showing them how good I pleasure my both slutty holes. I finished teasing both of my holes and thanked Sir the session. 

It was a truly new sharing experience for me to be commanded and trained with a stranger over a call, while my Daddy only intently watches on the side. The stranger did great in making me feel like a slut sub and seems to know what he is doing. Doing spontaneous plays will be always best because you won't have an idea what awaits for you..and this experience my Daddy were lucky to find a stranger that trained and played with a slut like me..

 

 

One of Slut's Fantasy

 I see you walked inside the bedoom, walking towards me and giving me a kiss on my cheek and asking how's my day. You sit beside me and smile at me as I feel your hand sliding slowly on my legs.. caressing my smooth legs.. You reached something on  bedside table and see you holding a rope..We continue to talk and felt the rope tightening around my wrist.. You pulled my wrist up.. Kissing my fingers.. My wrist. My arms.. Slowly to my exposed neck. 

You reached above my head and to my suprised you fasten the rope tightly on bed post some. You removed your tie on your neck and put it around my eyes.. I giggled and asking what are you doing. I felt your fingers on my lips telling me to shush.. I lick your fingers but you take it away. You asked me if I'm a good slut.. And I said I'm a good slut. You pull down my panties leaving my bottom exposed.. I felt my pussy glistening already. You lifted my shirt up exposing my hard tits.. Giving them a squeeze before i feel the clamps on my tits. I heard you walked away and open the door..and heard your footsteps again.' Are you ready to get used hard little slut? ' 'Yes sir..your slut is ready to get used' 'Good slut'.

I hear you unbuckling your belt and felt your hardness on my pussy clit. Mhm you continue to rub your tip on my wet pussy.."Beg for it slut.. You want this cock?" "Yes sir please i want your cock deep inside my cunt hole! Use my hole to satisfy yourself!" With that i feel your cock stretched my tight pussy. You held my legs on my belly and your cock continues to ram inside my pussy.. 

I moan so loudly as I feel your cock hitting the sensitive spot in my pussy.. I whimper in pain when you slap each on my tits with clamps and pull them roughly. I feel some hand caress my face.. I got suprised because your hand are holding each of my legs.. The hand hold my jaw tightly forcing to open my mouth and feel the cock trying to get inside my mouth. I suck the cock not knowing who's cock it is.. I wrap my lips tigther and feel him go faster fucking my mouth like a dirty little slut. I feel my tits got slaps again and i moan in pain..I felt my saliva coating the thick hard cock I'm sucking.. And i gag on his cock each time he'll hit the back of my throat..

"What a good slut.. You enjoying two cocks huh? you like this?" before i can answer,  I feel a pinch on my clit making me squirm. 

"You're not allowed to cum bitch..if you cum I'll leave you tied up here. Understood?" I nodded on the cock and felt it again going deep inside my mouth.. 

My blind fold was removed and I see a stanger between my legs removing his cock from my pussy..

"Youre enjoying someone else's cock bitch.. "  I continue to suck your cock deep, all along it was your cock inside my pussy.. The stranger lifted my ass and positioned himself in my asshole.. I screamed as i feel him enter my tight ass roughly. You removed your cock, slapping it on me and wanking it infront my face.. 

I moan loudly and lifted my butt to give the strangers cock more access.. "I'm getting close sir..." "You are not allowed cum slut.." You played amd slap my pussy harder and harder...and i try to hold my cum as much as i can.. 

I feel the stanger cocks shooting his warm cum inside me and i whimper in frustration not getting to cum.. The stanger pulled out his thick and felt his cum oozing in my asshole.. You take his place and plunged your cock inside my wet cunt.. 

"Do you want to cum me inside you slut?" 

"Fill my needy cunt hole with your cum" you  thrust your hips animistically in my hole sending me close to my orgasm again.. You felt my pussy contracting around your cock.. 

"Don't you dare to cum bitch" you pushed your cock one more and feel your cum exploding.. Filling up my wet pussy.. You thrust your cock slowly again before you pull out.. 

"Good sluts satisfy cocks and let them fill your holes.." I giggled as I feel my used holes dripping with cum. 

TMI Tuesday Blog

TMI Questions:

1.TMI Tuesday Blog Which part of your body do you think is the most sexy? Post a pic if you dare.

2. Which part of your partner’s body do you find the most sexy. Tell us about the time you first saw it.

3. Are you a fan of lingerie on yourself? Or on someone else?

4. “Fifty Shades of Grey”–  Work of genius or complete twaddle?

5. Would you rather listen to a sexy voice telling you what is happening or watch a sex scene on mute? 

My Answers:

1. I feel like the most sexiest part of my body is my belly as my Daddy always says too. I really feel confident showing it off and I think all of my pics that my belly can be seen, I consider them sexy. *giggles*. I really have tons of belly pic already on my profile in fetlife.. Just check my account ;)

2. Haha mhm this is a bit hard because he's a total package *giggles* I really find his muscly arms the most sexiest part. It just looks so firm and strong. He knows it well because I go crazy everytime he sends a pic of him flexing his arms. It's not trained arms that you would expect but I really don't like huge muscle arms (no offense meant haha). His arms are sexiest and perfect for my eyes. 

3. Omg yes!! I kinda think I'm having some hard time to look sexy because I'm more into cute side.. So wearing lingerie makes me feel a different version of myself. I own some lingerie and everytime I would wear it, I feel like I'm the sexiest and I just feel so confident. I also like seeing other people wear it and admire how the lingerie can made the body look more sensual. 

4. I'm a fan of 50 shades of Grey but I feel like it didn't do justice about how BDSM works. We know that BDSM has a lot of dynamics and it depends on every couple how will they want it so, we cannot really tell if it was good or bad. Some may find it fascinating, some would not be a fan. We have different expectations and preferences. For me, the main focus of the movie is not about showing or focusing on the BDSM scenes and such but, it's how the characters evolved and handled the challenges that come to them. 

5. I would rather listen to a sexy voice because I like to work on my imaginations and sexy voice will make my panties wet too just like watching a sex scene on a mute. The voice will send shivers down to my body *giggles*

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Back to Slut Training

I think every sub undergo or went through a training to become on what they are now. Some may start light and some may start extreme training. It really depends on the sub and also the doms. Doms are their to supervise and train the subs but for me, I believe that it's still on the sub's decision whether she will do the training slowly or push herself to the limits. I'm sure Doms can sense too if the sub can take it or not. 

It's not an easy job for Doms because they always have to observe and think of a better style to train their subs because the training doesn't fit to all. Just because it works on your sub, means it will work on the other sub. The Dom has to keep experimenting and see what will works the best. 

I have been trained before but we are not continuous due to sometimes lack of time and we also try other things. I think this time, we will be more consistent and focused. It feels different compare on my first training, maybe because my Daddy got stricter and he's really determined to turn me to a cumslut. It's not only him but I had the sense on my part that I want more too and I know I can be more slutty, naughty, discliplined, and much better sub. 

It's only the start but I can already feel that it will intensify the next days and weeks. I am looking forward for the tasks and training that my Dom has planed. 

What kind of training did you do/give and how extreme is it?