The Angrier the Rougher

Entry#1 08.03.20 

It wasn't the first time but it was on August 3, 2020 where my Dom and I had misunderstandings. It was normal for sub/dom relationships to happen. I broke his rule (not intentionally) even though I asked him because from what I understand. I really dislike when we are not fine and he told me to get ready for him at 3:30. I don't know what's going on his mind but me, I'm mixed between nervousness , excitement and also curiosity.

We started and he asked me some clips that arouses me a lot. I can feel that he's upset the way he uses words to me because it's more strict. He also instructed me to slap my tits hard which I did before but this time it's a lot of slaps. It's pain and pleasure for me and I knew I deserved this from disobeying him. I feel good that I'm getting this. I can feel the moist forming between my legs each time I slap my tits hard. The belt around my neck increases my arousal and from the videos I take from him.

He let me edge and do more vids for him before he let me cum. My Dom also came for me. I noticed that he's rougher and stricter to me even though I know that session  wasn't sort of punishment for him. I love the way he used and treated me after I did something wrong. I noticed also that I'm liking the pain. I guess I should purposely break the rules so he can take his anger on me? I won't complain *giggles* We cuddled after and felt much better, my Daddy never forgets his aftercare. It was really a memorable one. 

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30 Days of Submission | Day 1

Yes, my submission has a label though I really cannot say that I strive for these labels intentionally (for some). I mean when I learned about the BDSM or sub/dom relationship maybe yes I could say that I really wanted to become a submissive. Then as I explored, I discovered daddy and little as well and it is somehow related to BDSM which also has a sub/dom in the relationship. So I could say they somehow interrelated. I focused on both labels when I tried to find my Daddy. I could say I am a mix of submissive and a little girl which is both submissive. Even before I tried to enter a relationship. I know to myself that I am these two.

When I met my Daddy, yes we started off not so naughty and we both know we are dom and sub but little did I know that I will have a new label which is pet/kitty. The pet plays are different as well as the BDSM, and DDLG. They are submissive roles but they have different meter or feel. I fell in love with Daddy’s idea of me being a pet, so I consider myself as a pet too. My Daddy and I also do some plays that makes me feel like a slave. He also calls me a slave which I really find arousing.

I think having a label would really help a lot especially to classify myself and in our relationship with my Daddy. You cannot just say you are submissive because there are types of being submissive for me. If our mood wanted to be on the gentle side, probably DDLG, then if we want a little more we could use the label sir/slave. Some might say you cannot be all but that is not true. I believe that if you wanted it and trained with it, you can achieve the label you wanted. I am proud to say that I am mixed because I really wanted to explore a lot. I am really happy with what I have become right now.

Best Apps for Long Distance Daddy/Little

Hi! In this post, I will decide to share the best applications my Daddy and I using for Daddy/Little and Dom/Sub especially in a long distance relationship like us. I hope this can give you an idea, and you can also try to use this with your partner!

As we are in a long distance relationship, it is very challenging for us to keep connected and maintain a relationship when you are very far from each other. The only key to build a connection and your relationship with your Daddy/Little and Dom/Sub is to have a great communication. Chatting, video chat, calling makes me feel much closer to him and helps to create a deeper bond. There are available apps that are very useful and helping us to interact with each other. Here are some my personal favorite apps!

5. Kik - Kik is a great app to chat to with your partner. This is the first app we used, and we really used this for a long time. We video chat, also customize the color or the theme of the chat. For me, the bad side of this app is it does not have call and just video chat. Recently, they also removed the video chatting featured which is a big thumbs down. The conversation only have limited count of messages so if you are a type of person who loves to back read a lot, I think you won’t like this but it is also good if you are concerned about your safety.My rate is 3.5.

4. TeamViewer – TeamViewer is an app where you can connect your phone with your partner. You can see and even control their phone once you connected. Sounds promising right? Haha. My Daddy and I use this if we want to watch something together, hihi or if he only wanna show something to me. You just have to make sure you have strong internet connection so it will go smoothly.My rate is 4.

3.  Happy couple – This is a bit different app from the first two apps mentioned. It gets boring sometimes, so we decided to find an app that we can interact or play. It is a quiz style game that can let you discover what your partner feels. I really love this app because I tend to know more about Daddy’s thoughts and views. You just have to answer questions a day and you can see if you match or mismatch. It is very interesting way to strengthen our already existing relationship.My rate is 4.5.

2. Obedience: BDSM habit tracker app for couples – This is a veryyy helpful app for BDSM relationship or DDLG if you are in a long distance. My daddy can easily put the tasks he wants me to do, also the rules, punishment, and rewards! Daddy can also set the time. It is all in here! You can also avail the premium version because there are just limit for tasks. The only thing I do not like is the task section. I would put that I am done but the app won’t work right sometimes. I would talk more about this app in detailed in another post but overall I still like this app My rate is 3.5.

1. Between – This is my most favorite app! From Kik we start to use this app and we are using it up to this day. My Daddy and I can easily share pics, notes, voice records with each other that you can both browse.  We can set important dates, wallpapers, and cuteee stickers! And I looooove those! Haha. We can also easily view your conversation just by clicking the date we wanna view. We do not need to scroll back just to see our old messages. At first, we are just using the current version but my Daddy surprised me and bought the premium version for us! It is a lifetime purchase so we do not have to worry about paying. The additional features are great because you can upload more pics and send love letters!! I swear this is the best couple app ever! My rate is 5.

ANDD! I know you are wondering…. where do we video chat? We used Skype before but now we just use Whatsapp for video calling because unfortunately, there is no video calls in Between. I love how all these app bring me much closer and more interaction with my Daddy. It feels like he is just beside me :3. I would love to give all the credits to my Daddy because he is the one who made efforts to search for these handy apps! He is really committed in our relationship. How sweet!! <3

So those are my holy grails apps I used with My Daddy. These are all just my thoughts and opinions and I hope you can try these app too! See you in next post!